This morning I started my run a little later than normal. As I was running so many thoughts and feelings were creeping over me. I was so overwhelmed with emotions. From my constant pain I am still having, to thinking about my grandmother being in the hospital and not doing well, to friends and acquaintances of mine struggling with cancer and other issues. The song "The Eye Of The Storm" by Ryan Stevenson started playing as I started running towards this beautiful painting from God in front of me. (The picture you see above.) My emotions really got the best of me. I had to take a picture.
You may be surprised that if you asked me, "Would you go though 2015 again?" what my answer would be... My answer would be Yes, if I had to I would. Would I want to, no but I still would do it.. Why would my answer be yes? Because, although it was probably one of the worst years of my life, I learned so much about myself. I thought that I had a faith but I can't explain how I really felt God's presents like no other time in my life! I realized how strong I actually am. I realized how amazing my husband really is... (I knew he was amazing but he far exceeded my expectations). My relationships with my family strengthened. I live in a community that is small and it ended up that it really isn't as small as it looks it has the biggest heart. I also look at is as there is always someone out there that had it far worse than I did. And IF what I went through (my story) can help just ONE person it will all have been worth it!
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